Can we talk?

Puttin’ it all aside… the fact that I have a new blog… and I’m an aspiring writer… let’s just put that all aside for a minute… I am a Christian but not a holier-than-thou Christian… I’m in a blood battle fight… because of what I believe.. my spiritual eyes have been opened… most times it’s a blessing sometimes it’s a bane… at my heart I’m a poet… which is somewhat fulfilling but mostly troubling… because I don’t see like a normal person sees… I don’t perceive as a normal person perceives… I had a friend once tell me that I would never fit into the mainstream… because of what I just mentioned… I don’t want to fit in… it would be too comfortable for me… comfortable doesn’t work for me… because my life is not comfortable… I’ve never been comfortable in this Flesh Blood and Bone detour… detour you ask?… I have to deal with the Revelation knowledge and the gifts that I’ve been given… someone said If U could  See into the spiritual world it would scare you to death… on the good side… I’ve experienced it… a manifestation of God back in 1981… long story short in a prayer meeting… an almost ignorant new believer… God saw my heart and decided he would glorify his name through me.. warts and all… my warts that is… God’s been working with the less than perfect from the beginning… so I fit right in… I can really relate to what Paul said about being the chiefest of sinners… he knew what the deal was and that he was being used by God… same for me… I am less than nothing… but I am available to God and that’s what he sees… I don’t know how you perceive me… I consider myself the Common Man… because I’m trying to ascend to things that are much higher than me… trying to relay them to you… if I’m offensive to you it’s because you’re of a different spirit… if I make sense or am Pleasant to you… you’re probably a kindred spirit… probably a believer.. I say a lot of things or refer to a lot of things that seem judgemental… but I understand I’m nobody’s judge… I refer to God’s word and you’ll have to take it up with him…. I’m just the messenger…. it’s gut wringing.. can be complicated.. trying… really quite daunting… I don’t have much formal training… however I studied Hebrew archaeology and history at Liberty University… and other related biblical courses… most of my writing experience comes from reading… most influenced by… the masters.. Shakespeare… Edgar Allan Poe… Charles Dickens… Jonathan Cahn… Mark Twain… Ernest Hemingway… Miguel  de Cervantes… his Don Quixote… and many others…( Green Eggs and Ham)… just kidding… although it is pretty good… on a personal note… I’m the black sheep of my family… in the sense that my family knows I’m not normal… sometimes family relationships can be the hardest… people tend to stay away from what they don’t understand… but I understand it’s my lot in life… nothing can stop me… my course is before me… I have an eerie feeling that people will have to wake up to what I’ve written probably when I’m dead… but I’m willing to go ahead and put it all on the line… I won’t blame Donald Trump…

Can be a bloody experience… I”ll be all right… I think… what you might find enjoying the most is my political social satirical comment… I will nail them to the wall that every chance I get… it’s all Donald Trump’s fault…. I’m being facetious… what’s new?…. also it wouldn’t be fair of me without mentioning the DOORS… and Jim Morrison… he was a troubled but enlightened soul… had a profound effect on me…


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